A Devo10 series · 21 days · ten minutes each

Mad at
God.

21 days of honest faith for anyone who blames God for their pain.

Something happened, and somewhere inside, you blame God for it. Maybe you've felt you're not even allowed to feel this way. You are. This series won't rush you or hand you easy answers. We'll sit honestly with your anger, look clearly at where suffering actually came from, and discover that the broken world is not how God made it, that He is not the author of your pain, and that Jesus is the answer, not the cause. Your anger is safe with Him. The first week is free.

The shape of the 21 days 3 weeks

Three weeks, one honest day at a time. Week one is free, all seven days. It opens one morning at a time, so it never piles up on you.

Is this you?

You blame God, and you're not sure you're allowed to say it.

A death. An illness. An abuse. A loss. A prayer that went unanswered. A life that hasn't gone the way it should have. And somewhere inside, quietly or loudly, you're angry at God, and you blame Him. Maybe you've been told a real Christian wouldn't feel this way, so you've buried it. But the Bible is full of people who cried out to God in raw, angry honesty, David, Job, Jeremiah, and even Jesus, who prayed "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" from the cross. God did not turn any of them away.

This series takes your anger seriously and won't hand you pat answers. But it will walk you, gently, toward a truer picture. When God finished creating the world, it was very good, no death, no sickness, no lack. This broken world is not how He set it up. Evil and death entered through the fall, through human rebellion, not through God's design, and God is not the author of evil. He is not indifferent to your pain; He grieves it, and at the cross He entered your suffering Himself and bore it. Over four volumes we'll move from honest anger, to understanding where the brokenness came from, to seeing that God is not your enemy, to the great hope that Jesus is making all things new. Jesus is the answer to your pain, not its cause.

One day, ten minutes

What's inside each morning.

A short video. Pastor Ryan, about three minutes, like he's sitting across from you.

A verse chosen for the day, in plain ESV.

Words worth reading slowly, not skimming.

A prayer for the moments you don't have your own words.

Space to write that only you will ever see.

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The first week is free.

Seven days, one every morning, no card required. If it helps, the rest of the journey is waiting. If it doesn't, you've lost nothing but ten quiet minutes a day.

Digital access · $9.99 per volume or $29.99 for all four · printable PDF included · yours to keep

When you need more

A devotional walks beside you. A person sits across from you.

Devo10 can meet you in the morning. It can't sit with you through the deep grief, trauma, or anger underneath being mad at God. When ten minutes a day isn't enough, Tend is real pastoral care from real people who will listen, pray with you, and walk with you, without pretending your pain away. You were never meant to carry this alone.

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